Monday, January 31st, 2005
ok so it’s 4am and i cant sleep. perhaps because of my messed up schedule after being awake till 5am sunday morning then not actually getting out of bed till 3pm sunday afternoon… sigh… so now it’s 4am monday and i cant sleep yet i’m so tired…
i was contempalating writing some emails but after writing them out and reviewing what i’ve said, i changed my mind and decided i need to talk to the people in person, or at least on the phone… so… i guess i’ll be doing alot of that this week. thats my goal anyways.
i’ve found myself being very reflective as of late. i’m looking back on all the people i knew back in highschool and as i contact some of them, it’s amazing to see how far we’ve all gotten, and how far we are apart. i cant believe it’s been 3 years since i graduated. i cant believe how much my life has changed. infact, if you saw me now, you probobly would not even believe the difference those 3 years have made. i’ve grown up, alot. i’ve set realistic goals and so far i’ve managed to stick to them. i’ve got a few more goals in mind but because of my recent desisions, i’m currently having to take day by day to make sure tommorow will work out.
if any of you happen to know anything about hosting an apache server, please email me. i’ve got things running but there are some ghosts in the machine i dont understand how to work with. www.winkydo.net v2 is on the way. during this transition www.winkydo.net will be up and down. my domain provider has a few errors on my redirection service they are trying to work out but we put that on hold because i’m changing data hosting servers. *shrug* “as all things, in time, the kinks will be worked out”…or something like that.
Monday, January 31st, 2005
HAVE YOU EVER
(X) snuck out of the house
(X) gotten lost in your city/state
(X) seen a shooting star
( ) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(X) hugged a stranger
(X) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) done drugs
(X) had alcohol
(X) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(X) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
( ) swore at your parents
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
(X) been in love
(X) been close to love
(X) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone - i think i broke a couple ribs a while back and my pinky in junior high but nothing ever documented or proven by a doctor
( ) been high
(X) skinny-dipped
(X) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( ) seen a therapist
( ) done the splits
( ) played Spin the Bottle
(X) gotten stitches
( ) had an IV
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(X) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(X) gotten the chicken pox
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend’s car
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
(X) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
( ) been to Europe
(X) slept with a co-worker -hahahahahhaa
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(X) saw someone die
( ) been to Africa
(X) driven over 400 miles in one day - a little over 500 miles to and from New Orleans
( ) been to Canada - i hate canada
( ) been to Mexico
( ) been on a plane
(X) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) eaten sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(X) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a rock show
(X) been to a motocross show -does going to an MX track to watch a race count?
( ) lost a child
(X) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
Sunday, January 30th, 2005
1. Give me your number?:
2. Have sex with me?:
3. Let me kiss you?:
4. Watch a movie with me, even a really sappy one?:
5. Let me take you out to dinner?:
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?:
7. Take a shower with me?:
8. Be my boyfriend/girlfriend?:
9. Buy me a drink if I didn’t have any money?:
10. Take me home for the night?:
11. Let me sleep in your bed?:
12. Sing car karaoke with me?:
13. Sit in the doctor’s office because I don’t want to go alone?:
14. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?:
15. Pick me up at 3AM cause my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?:
16. If I kissed you, would you kiss me back?:
17. Do you like my style?:
18. Do you think I am funny?:
19. Do you care about me?:
20. Would you cry if I died?:
21. Would you stop me if I tried to commit suicide?:
22. Would you dance with me?:
23. Would you sing Happy Birthday to me (even if I didn’t want you to)?:
24. Would you love me?:
25. Would you fuck me gently?:
Thursday, January 27th, 2005
[wizard] says:
ok… is it just me or is it stupid for a 21 year old male to be “dating” a 16 year old female?
hidden_username says:
umm…I suppose it would depend on the male and female?
[wizard] says:
ok… is it just me or is it stupid for a 21 year old male to be “dating” a 16 year old female that lives 600 miles away across 2 state lines?
hidden_username says:
I would think that would be stupid, yes
[wizard] says:
isnt it my ethical duty as a friend of the 21 year old male to try to convince him it’s stupid?
hidden_username says:
I’d say…go for it, but don’t be an ass cos after all, you are his friend and if it makes him happy…you know?
hidden_username says:
you just have to get him to see the error of his ways
[wizard] says:
yea, i’ve stayed out of it. but it is illegal and i must keep reiterating i’m against the idea. especially since he’s decided he’s going to said female’s house in a few weeks.
hidden_username says:
oh that’s right, I didn’t even think of the legality of it
hidden_username says:
yes! convince him it’s stupid!
hidden_username says:
be an ass if necessary!
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana.
