Monday, February 28th, 2005
http://www.hardforum.com/showthread.php?t=874211
if you have any suggestions or idea, please comment. my entire network including the TSN.TeamSpeak, winkydo.net, and online access is currently flaky until i get this issue worked out.
i swear it’s a ghost in the machine or a gnome or something. i get the weirdest shit thrown my way. sometimes i doubt my leet computer knowledge until i get onto www.hardforums.com and realise no one else has an answer either… that makes me say.. WHAT.THE.FUCK?!
Monday, February 28th, 2005
OUR RELATIONSHIP
1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:
APPEARANCE
Do you like my…
12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:
Do you think I’m…
22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:
PERSONALITY
Do you think I’m…
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:
WOULD YOU
31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF
40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:
IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU
50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:
HAVE I
61. Kissed you?:
62. Hugged you?:
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:
ARE YOU
68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:
70. Done with this survey?:
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
Black chick, white guy
Does it mean shit, maybe
I don’t know, but yo it never phased me
But either way here’s one tail
Of two like that and what prevailed
It started way back in the eigth grade
In the small old town where the two both stayed
He came from a family of middle class
Where everything he did he always had to ask
She came from a place that was so alone
You know the same old tail of a broken home
Her momma was an alkie and more like a friend
Had three different kids from three different men
And that’s just the way shit was
Couldn’t change it, couldn’t rearrange it so there it was
Anyway the two kept on
With the phone calls notes and so on and so on
And after the bullshitin and whatten
That day came the two started fuckin
All the time you know kids habit’s
Every single day fuckin like rabbits
Sneakin out the car when he was 15
Climbin in the window and fuckin all night see
Fuckin during lunch in the junior high bathrooms
Drinking champagne and trippin on mushrooms
His dick was metal her pussy was a magnet
Ninth grade came, I’m pregnant
Shit got frantic and man oh Lord it was a tough decision
But they decided to abort it
It might have been right, it might have been wrong
But one thing’s for sure, it really fucked his head up
Where is it, who is it, how is it, was it right
These are the things he thought in bed at night
A lot of people might laugh at this
But fuck em they don’t know the half of it
Ain’t no sunshine when you’re low
I’m low
People tell me life’s a game, I’m not playin
Bitches don’t mean shit to me anymore
I have taken my blows, I’m still standin
Now as time went on the the two kept on
They kept seeing each other off and on
See she moved to the city and you know what happened
Black chick with a real white accent
Pretty girl in the ghetto go figure
Yeah she got macked by some dope dealin nigger
Still seein that other kid on the side
She kept most of her thoughts inside
See all the first guy did was just love her
While that punk mother fucker used to beat her and punch her
She was livin all wild
I think all she ever wanted was the love of her own child
She asked the first guy to have his baby
He looked at her like she must be crazy
He was makin records and goin on tour
20,000 people hip hoppin on the floor
And all that while she sat at home and got macked
If she stepped out of line she got slapped
And then one day she prayed to the Lord to take that guy away
And he did he got caught with a loaded gun
And went to jail, but first she had his son
Ooohh and now what to do
She had no man, no money, and no clue
Now the other guy came back from tourin
And she called him up early one mornin
They hooked up her mind was blown
As he began to raise her son as his own
And that’s a lot of shit to deal with man
And if you ain’t been there you wouldn’t understand
And people still laugh at this shit
Fuck em they don’t know the half of it
Ain’t no sunshine when you’re low
I’m low
People tell me life’s a game I’m not playin
Bitches don’t mean shit to me anymore
I have taken my blows, I’m still standin
Now for the next year there was some good times
A few bad times, mostly good times
See he was a ramblin man to the bone
He liked women and wine and he loved to roam
Not like she was any kind of Saint
See in this story there’s a lot of red paint
But time kept slippin and made her crazy
And she talked about havin another baby
The guy was like, Oooh Lord
We got one now that we can’t afford
But she convinced she could handle even two
Said I want your child or I’m leavin you
I can’t figure out why then he didn’t run
I guess he was attached to her and her son
All confused about what to do
That girl met another guy and was fuckin him too
Slut
Could barely pay her rent
And then the same old shit, I’m pregrant
And if that ain’t some shit cuz
The girl didn’t even know who the father was
And still by her side the first guy stayed
Head gettin more fucked by the day
He stuck it out for nine months I don’t know why
And then a little girl on the Fourth of July
Was born in the front seat of his car
It was amazing
Kinda like a shooting s
tar
He was happy told his family and friends
Only to realize later his little girl wasn’t his
And that crushed him quick
Suicidal thoughts were in his head real thick
But before he found all that out
From the same chic another kid popped out
And that shit’s real ill
Girl told him that she was takin the fuckin pill
She must have known all along
The little girl wasn’t his and she was tryin to latch on
Three different kids from three different men
History repeats itself again
And after some more shit got stirred
He kicked that bitch to the curb
And now from her he’s got a little boy that makes him laugh a bit
Huh, And he loves him
But still you don’t know the fuckin half of it
Ain’t no sunshine when you’re low
I’m low
People tell me life’s a game I’m not playin
Bitches don’t mean shit to me anymore
I have taken my blows, I’m still standin
I’m still standin
I’m still standin
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
i’m reposting this for those of you who wont see ’s journal. he stole it from his brotha (who wrote it) so i’m stealing it from him.
You know you are from Irving, Texas when…
-you can usually determine the wealth of someone based on which side of Rock Island that they live on
-You have ever been to Griff’s
-You know the significance of the DFW Airport for teenaged couples
-You can usually determine the race of a person just by knowing the school that they go to
-It only takes half an inch of snow to close schools
-You know what it is like to miss the Esters rd. exit going west on 183
-You know what it means to go to Winfree Academy
-Green means go, yellow means pedal to the medal, and red is just a mere suggestion
-You brag that the Dallas Cowboys’ home stadium is, in fact in Irving
-You have your own opinion of Mayor Putnam(JERK!!!)
-You know where all of the local Braum’s are
-the only place better than Starbucks is Mugshots
-You relate the distance of everywhere to the closest highway
-The Irving Mall(Simon Mall as it is officially named) should only be your last resort in the case that you cant go to another one
-You take pride in knowing that Nimitz H.S. was one of the teams in “Friday Night Lights”
-You know that the best place to get milk shakes is at a drug store (Big State)
-You dont mind the type of people at the Starplex as long as it only costs a dollar(or a buck 50)
-Knowing all of the other names for the highways is an essential for driving in Irving(Airport Freeway, Irving Blvd, etc)
-You have accidentally discovered exactly where 161 ends
-You can tell the difference between a normal Crown Vic and an unmarked cop car from half a mile away
-You have never obeyed the speed limits of 35 on Macarthur, O’connor, Northgate or Beltline(that’s the actual limit??? wow)
-You have ordered Mexican food at a Chinese restaurant
-The value of your car doubles when you fill up with gas
-You don’t consider Las Colinas to be part of Irving at all
-You know that whites are, in fact, a minority
-You remember going on a field trip to Safety Town in elementary school
-There are only two seasons: Summer and Winter
-”Bawls” has only one meaning, and it isn’t perverted
-The Middle Schools are issued better laptops than the High Schools
-You actually know what it is like to be outside in 100+ degree weather
-You know to always try to avoid the Irving Blvd/Story Rd intersection if at all possible
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
JL: dude I just realized we have a place just like Griff’s here in San Marcos
(wizard): lmao
(wizard): called Litto’s ?
JL: I couldn’t figure out why I liked it so much til I ate it tonight and I was talking about Griff’s
JL: no it’s called Gil’s
(wizard): lol
JL: soooo good
(wizard): it would be wierd if it was called Litto’s
JL: they even have their version of the Monster Burger
JL: why Litto’s?
(wizard): with a little hamburger boy as their emblem
(wizard): Griff’s…. Litto’s
JL: I don’t get it
(wizard): ok…i think it’s funny
JL: what is Litto
JL: or Who
(wizard): just a name
JL: sure
(wizard): …sigh. never mind
JL: lol
(wizard): *walks away*
JL: bye