Monday, June 27th, 2005
wow, so hi! long time no see. have a seat, this is going to take a while. and before we get started, let me let you know your about to read of brutaly honest and horrid inhuman things along with information on where to find nude beaches and perhaps even some comedy stuff thrown in, you know, to keep your attention.
TSN Lan Party (tyler, texas) June 17-19
w00t, this was fun. messed around on teh lake and caught a little catfish. played games most of the day saturday. sunday we left the lake house and david and i headed to my lake property to mow the grass. the lawn mower crapped out on us so we did not get much of it done very well, but it was good enough. then went to cruise around the lake to fish here and there. did not catch anything but we figured it was a bad time of the afternoon, being hot and all, so we headed back into dallas. sitting on empty, with cash in our pockets, we rolled into a shell station in athens. if your going to tyler, and all you have is a shell card, fill up in athens!!
Guadalupe River (san marcos/gruene, texas) June 25-26
just got back from this trip last night. it was a blast. i love floating down the river. we checked into our hotel saturday at 2pm after messing around for a couple of hours while they got the room cleaned up for us, and headed to the guadalupe. floated the entire river, the longest float i’ve ever done. it was a blast, but i did not take my glasses, because of their decrepid condition. instead i had on sunglasses. (plus side, i was l33t pimpin the polorized shades // minus side, i was blind and could not check out the…atmosphere ;) ) sunday, we floated the comal river twice. twas fun. chilli water this time of year. but we’re planning another trip with a bunch of people in august. all in all i had a blast. my legs are red but this morning, only my knees hurt when i move them, and they’ll be better and tan by this afternoon.
i forgot to add: when we where leaving, we had ran around the corner to the comal river to fish here and there, only down there for about 20 minutes, we heard “fight fight fight” comming from somewhere across the parkinglot. twas cool, we figured it was not too bad, because the police had not shown up. so in a minute, a guy walks over too us with a busted up face. come to find out, he was part of the fight and the police where looking for him. we pointed the stupid cop that walked right past him in the right direction and hit the road.
Fourth of July Weekend (property in arkansas?) July 2-4
this is next weekened. looks like it’ll only be my sister, myself, and david. we’re planning on doing alot of fishing, and not alot of sitting around the camp. fireworks every night. we’ll see how things go.
Family Reunion (haskel, texas) July 23-24
this is in a few weekends. it’ll be the usual, but since my mom will be with steph and her family in wyoming, susan and i will go out together in my mom’s truck. :D i was going to go out to lubbock and/or amarillo to meet up with skyler, but i have not talked to him in a couple of weeks because of his work schedule, so that’s up in the air. it’s a long drive i dont know if i want to make.
TSN Naked BBQ (tyler, tx) July 29-31
no, we wont actually be naked, but you thought about it huh? this is going to be fun. camping out in the state park, swiming all day, fishing all evening. w00t. someone pass the ribs!
QuakeCon August 12-14
so quakecon is actually getting pretty close. 44d 22h 14m 2s to be exact. tsn is going to be pimping it up this year. i’ll also hang out with some of the genmay crew. it’ll be fun over all. i’m an “irc whore” so it’ll be nice knowing the admins. i hope to talk to paul and robert but we’ll see. i have not talked to them in over 6 months.
well, that sums up my trips and news. twill be interesting over the next few to see what else takes place. i really miss the way things used too be. not so much how they where, but just how comfort
able everything was. my friends now are very un easy. i totally 100% disagree with brad and his desisions but i’m kind of letting it slide while we hang out and play games. but i’m finding myself closer and closer to telling him how i feel and putting him and all of the mess behind me. also, tsn is going great. i’m happy for neo because he got tsnV released without any huge issues. finding a stable job is bothering me. my patience has grown thin with everything and everyone. the stress has set in and is just getting worse. my goal 2 weeks ago was a good job by 4th of july, but i dont know if i’m going to make that deadline, while meeting my credentials/expectations. chelsea, i owe her a computer and her toy, but i just have not had time to get too her. i’ve eitehr been busy with going out of town, or busy trying to get into a good job. i finally got my sisters computer working and i’m happy it’s done, but chelsea’s is just sitting here staring at me. while i’m on the subject of girls, i have alot of fun with penny, but i’m not feeling the relationship mood. stress from the work and money situations causes me to push myself away from her. penny is in my group i call best freinds, but i’m having a hard time pushing myself to the girlfriend part because i’m not feeling it. alot of this also has to do with katie. i miss katie, not as my girlfreind so much, but as my friend. her and i had a lot of fun togheter and it just ended. very abruptly. i dont know how i should feel about what has taken place, but i do know that i must carry/move on. she asked me a few weeks ago if i still had feelings for her… honestly, i do, but i know thats because of our past. i mean, everyday something reminds me of our relationship and how thing went. but everyday i remember what took place and i seem to come back to relatity. i have a hard time seperating that from the feelings i have for chelsea as an old friend that i’ll hardly ever see anymore now that she’s moved, and my feelings for penny. i dont know about it all right now. i’ll carry on and keep pushing my box down the street not because i have too, but because i need too.
i need to get in touch with some old friends again. i owe it too them. and perhaps it’ll help to have someone else to talk too. too see realtity. outside of my own.
Well there’s a girl that lives up the block
back in school she could turn all the boy’s heads
Sometimes on a Friday I’ll stop by
and have a few drinks after she put her kids to bed
Her and her husband Bobby well they split up
I guess it’s two years gone by now
We just sit around talking about the old times
she says when she feels like crying
she starts laughing thinking about
Glory days well they’ll pass you by
Glory days in the wink of a young girl’s eye
Glory days… glory days
