Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
Pure Nerd
73 % Nerd, 39% Geek, 17% Dork |
| For The Record:
A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd.
The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally
smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up
all of the traits and tendences associated with the “dork.” No-longer.
Being smart isn’t as socially crippling as it once was, and even more
so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be
replaced with the following label: Purely Successful.
Congratulations!
Thanks Again! — THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 86% on nerdiness |
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You scored higher than 54% on geekosity |
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You scored higher than 15% on dork points |
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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
So you believed them when they whispered like the wind
Now we are back where we began
And how do you know I was ok leaving anyway
And I miss you everyday
I’m a little bit angry but thats alright
It’s a little bit harder everytime
I’m a little bit lucky but I don’t mind
Cause I’m a little bit stronger
I saw it comin’ we were racing to the end
Now there’s no goin’ back where we began
But I loved you so much
So afraid of believing in your touch but this time
I’m a little bit angry but thats alright
It’s a little bit harder everytime
I’m a little bit lucky but I don’t mind
Cause I’m a little bit stronger
And I’m a little bit angry but thats alright
It’s a little bit harder everytime
I’m a little bit lucky but I don’t mind
I’m a little bit stronger
Just a little bit angry
A little bit harder
A little bit lucky
And a little bit stronger
I’m a little bit angry but thats alright
It’s a little bit harder everytime
I’m a little bit lucky but I don’t mind
Cause I’m a little bit stronger
I’m a little bit angry but thats alright
It’s a little bit harder everytime
I’m a little bit lucky but I don’t mind
Cause I’m a little bit stronger
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
See If I Care - Gary Allen
I saw you walkin’ down the street last night
I saw him walkin’ by your side
I saw the way he stopped and held you tight
I saw the look in your eyes
Go on and tell him that you love him
Go on and show him he’s the one
Go on and give him every sacred thing
That you used to save for us
See if I care
Look at the way your tearin’ me apart
Baby, see if I care
Look at the tears fallin’ in this heart, baby
Go on, go on, go on
Yeah, go on, go on, go on
And see if I care
I still can hear the way you whisper
Softly in my ear
I lay awake, and I remember
The way it felt to hold you near
Go on and run your fingers through his hair
Go on and lay by his side
Go on and wrap him in your dark surrender
And all your tender lies
See if I care
Look at the way your tearin’ me apart
Baby, see if I care
Look at the tears fallin’ in this heart, baby
Go on, go on, go on
Yeah, go on, go on, go on
And see if I care
See if I care
See if I care
See if I care
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
so wednesday morning my mom and i drove up to arkansas to meet the cabin guy so he could start on the cabin. he was incredibly late and he finally got going about 2pm. i did some riding on the fourwheeler and the back side of the property has not been brushhoged yet. so i’m cutting through some brush thats taller than me standing on the seat of the fourwheeler when all of a sudden a big buck stands up and stares at me. 5 more feet to teh left i would have hit him. he took off so i went back to get a camera, but next time i went to the back he took off when he heard me comming. i went down to my uncle pond an caught some nice size bass. i cant wait to go back labor day weekend to see what i can get out of there. we headed back wednesday night. 500miles and 19 hours later…heh.
thursday i had 2 interviews for 3 different posistions. i hope to hear something back monday.
today is the lan party at roberts. i’m looking foward to seeing everyone again. it’s bee some time since i’ve been out of the loop. last weekend i talked to katie for quiet some time and it was good to hear how things have been going with her for once. the past is old news. i’ve started anew and i cant hold grudges against those who have hurt me, i know i have hurt them too. i do know that i cannot and certainly do not expect anymore than to just be civil.
as far as i go, i’ve had a shitty weeks end. i’m just cranky, ready for a change. rue and i broke up and i cant find the time to sit down and talk to her cuz i tend to keep myself busy when i’m depressed. it’s frustrating to those around me, i’m sure, but it’s how i handle things. today i’ve been snappy and i’m just tired of putting up with everyones ignorance. one of these days, some people will hear what i really think…
i’ve talked to chelsea quite a bit this week too. she finally got internet setup at her new apt which is cool. it’ll help her out a ton with school this semester. it’s been hard for me to talk to her. i cannot believe she’s really enguaged. i cannot believe how much has changed while i’ve been looking away. it just makes me remember the old days and how much i miss the little things. the other day i found myself playing with a little blue key ring that i once gave to chelsea. i found it kind of funny cuz i’ve had it since my grandfather passed away. i remember he had a bunch of little tin rings for signs and my dad told me not to keep any of them so i convince him to buy one of those at ace hardware in plymouth park.
it’s funny how things go sometimes. the irony of it all makes me laugh. the little blue keychain could tell some interesting stories of days past.
i found out that my cousin despises chelsea. interesting development, but i told both of them to leave me out of teh dispute. chelsea is a really good friend of mine, but jaqui is my cousin. i refuse to get in the middle.
irony: the difference between what might be expected and what actually occurs
i’m almost done watching band of brothers. it’s a good seires, i suggest everyone who wants to be a leader to watch it.
i think thats about it for now. i’m sure i’ll think of more but we’ll leave it at this for now. ya’ll be safe.
Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
Chase
To dream that you are being chases, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity.
Backyard
To see the backyard in your dream, refers to the secrets your are keeping. There are some aspects of your life which remain hidden from view. Alternatively, it represents poverty.
Gate
To see a closed gate in your dream, signifies your inability to overcome current difficulties. If you are unable to open the gate, then it indicates that your hard work will be seen as unsatisfactory. It may also mean that you are not ready or not prepared to move on to the next step.
Fence
To see a fence in your dream, signifies an obstacle or barrier that may be standing on your path. You may feel confined and restricted in expressing yourself. Are you feeling fenced in? If you climb over the fence, then it indicates that you will accomplish your desires via not so legitimate means.
Gun
To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun, suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may feel victimized in some situation.
funny how i remember weird dreams then within 24 hours weird things start happening and going through my mind. sometimes i want to tell people what i really think. i know it’s not my place. one of the two chases in my dream was me telling a guy what i really thought about his truck. he got mad and then chased me… in the mean time, he was replaced by two guys with a gun… i was chased into a very familiar backyard which i wont describe. i found a locked gate into a family members yard (which does not live next door the the backyard i saw) so i jumped a fense next to it back to the main street. then things get kind of fuzzy. one of the guys chased me through an unfamiliar house breaking things and i think i called someone in my family for help but about this time i woke up.
reference: http://www.dreammoods.com/
